(Friday, October 2, 2009 / 9:51 PM)
On impluse, i really felt so much like shouting
It was as if the defiant me is back from hiding.
I seriously think that my mood swings are HELL BAD.
One moment, i could be joking, having fun, smiling.
At the next moment, i would be silent. Somehow i would just gaze away when i feel like someone will be starting a conversation. Shying away?
Like shit. Maybe i am still too immature to be able to accept comments shooting like shards of glass directly to my face.
I will create a "friendly" wall whereby i would be able to accept such comments.
LEARN AND GROW UP.
Somehow, i agree with PJ in one of her posts.
Why do we need to put on a pretence? Why?
Shooosh!
There is this sense of insecurity & there is some sort of delimma here.
1- YAY. I improved
2- but is this pure luck or have my standard improved?(EL)
3- I doubt my ability
Still, i would prefer to think that it was pure luck. I have to ocntinue pushing myself for English! :/
I'm starting to like writing compo... However, i'll be dreading it V SOON.
WORLD.WORLD.WORLD.
REALITY.REALITY.REALITY.
There are always disappointments and stuffs.
Now, i choose to believe that we are like rockets waiting for take off.
We will unleash our potential in the exam hall when the time comes!
FAITH.(diminishing though. HAHA!)
True friends are those who will be there with you through the blazing, rocky and torturous journey.
Thanks lovelies. QT, EL, SY, PJ, A. (:
Ps. I really don't like my tuition teacher! BOOOM. :/
