I don't think what happened, is just because of one reason. It hurts bloody much. you said there would be no more & storm no matter what, on that day onwards. It has just past & yet it came down pouring again. this time, rather heavily. I don't hope for a rainbow this time, i just want the sun, maybe just a lil glimpse of light. Just let me walk out of this shadow. I too, want to give my best to my parents & grandma. No matter how hard it is, i'm still working towards it, at least i kept trying to give them things & i may fulfil their wishes when i graduate from jc or poly. I'm sick of trying to numb myself, i tried many but are of no use now. I just can't have any free time to think of those memories. I won't let my studies suffer. Having achieved my bio grades, i've lost that important thing.
