i'm sorry.yes, i asked if i was a replacement. i knew i cared if i was one. i didn't know why, but somehow, something in me is hoping that i'm not an replacement. something in me is hoping for something that you'll never know. that no one will ever know. you might think that i'm playing around, but i'm not. perhaps i'm too fickle minded. i can't set on one thing. i don't know! FK! i don't know if i'm treating you like a brother or someone special. idk & i don't wish to care anymore. do what you want. you'll go your way. i'll go mine. forget me. i don't wish to have anyone hurt because of this. neither me getting hurt, nor you.
