forget him. he told you to wait for each other, but he went forward first, so isn't worth the wait anymore, cos of what he did to you, it isn't fair for you. but u still gotta choose if u wanna wait or go on, u won't be able to wait too. cos. the process will be very difficult. if u need someone to talk to, come to me(: cos i'll help you. i'll lend my ears to you. you can shout at my ears like the past u used to, when we weren't in good terms. cry to me, if u feel like too. you still have to go on, time doesn't wait for you.
FOR MY SPECIAL FRIEND (2) now, you know who u are(: he said he might, but he never said he would. he said those 3 words, but he stopped. its tough for you to accept the fact that in sec 1, he turned back on you, but this yr, he came to you. its tough to accept the fact, but after u have accepted, things went around the wrong way again. if i'm you, i would cried, but you'r brave, you'r not as softhearted, that you have said. you'r strong. you will go thru it... cos there are still alot of your good friends behind you. but it's still your choice to choose the path you want(: